everything is a practice

Here is the second blog post I discussed in “i do beauty”:

I'm practicing surrender.

I'm practicing listening to my wise self. My wise self is with me always. I ask her what I should do. A lot of times her advice is the same. Soften. Surrender. Give in + Let go. Be present, fully. Be open to the beauty.

I try to do these things. It's a practice and sometimes I fail hard. I push against life with force, I harden against this person who believes in my beauty and brilliance. I fear his judgement without rational reason.

All of this is ok. What's most important is letting myself be. Whether today I'm hardening or softening against life, it's ok. Accept how I am, today, with love.